The magic you are looking for isn't gonna be found in a course, book, or some group therapy retreat.
You won't find it on another trip or in a new relationship either.
You won't find it at the bottom of a bottle or another joint "to relax."
The magic you are looking for is already within you.
It always has been.
It's a decision.
A decision to stop being a lazy pile of shit.
A decision to stop victimizing yourself.
A decision to start where you are and go as far as you need to go to become what you know you are here to become.
That version of you that lives in your heart and is kept secret...
That version of you that nobody else knows exists...
That's the real you.
That's what you are meant to be.
That's why you are here.
You feel like shit because you fight becoming that daily … because you are afraid of the "What ifs."
What if you don't do it?
Do everything you can to bring that version of yourself to fruition.
Stop fighting your purpose.
Start running toward it.
That's where you'll find the magic you are looking for.