"I deserve" is the most whiny, cry baby phrase in the English language.
Remove it from your dialogue.
You deserve exactly what you have in life.
If your life is amazing...it's a result of your actions. You deserve it!
If your life sucks...it's a result of your actions. You deserve it.
Want a different life?
Draw a fucking line in the sand...and stop tolerating what you have been....
From your family.
From your “friends”.
From the environment YOU’VE created.
Draw that line in the sand and NEVER LOOK BACK!